Me and My Otome life :')

It's been quite a long time since I wrote here. Well,  I wouldn't be writing here today if a friend of mine didn't remind me I even have a blog.

Nothing much to say about me, beside the fact that the final exam is coming soon, and we're currently having our one-week-rest before it starts. Though I've been spending a lot of my time at Gloria's house, playing the guitar or just hang out there and brag about my Tokimeki skills.

*sigh*
and to remember that I actually HAVE a boyfriend.
Me and my LDR and my Otome life.

yesh, baby! I'll poke you til you love me!

If I have to analyze myself psychologically, this is how I cope the emptiness I'm feeling. well, I don't see any better alternative, seeing that I myself am already in a relationship, what, would you rather I flirt around?. I mean, c'mon girls, most of you play these kinds of games to feel the emotions right? At least on your first attempt playing these kinds of games, those urgent doki doki feelings are the ones you're trying to achieve right?

and that moment when that guy that you've been chasing for 3 years (of the game) finally comes to the church to make the legend come true...

...and how he (FINALLY!) confess, how much he loves you (though it's kinda obvious throughout the crazy nonstop date calls you're getting) and how you realize that all those years (or literally hours)  you've spent has finally come to its end and it's all worth the time?

 "That's why, come closer."

and when it actually, ends, you have those mix feelings of accomplishment and disappointment.

 

and you kinda wish that.. somehow something magical, would happen to you and suddenly something strange happen to your NDS and you feel like those people in your fantasy starts crawling out to make your dreams come true...

If so, then you must currently be in Disney World!

but no people, those things don't happen in real life.

At the end of the day, this is just a game, a game to help spend your time feeling less lonely, only to make you realize that all good things must come to an end.

But hey, even for a moment, it's still enough, it's enough to cheer you up even for a while.

(Especially if you're a melancholist)

It's a good runaway, for me at least.

And that's how I end up spending so much time playing otome games OVER AND OVER again.