Off from Jakarta, Back to Pekanbaru

I was too busy looking for a nice BTemplate I almost forgot that I wanted to post something. Better write it before it's too late. It's almost 11 PM.

So. February 27th.
It's only been 2 days since I left Pekanbaru. It's only been 2 days since I first saw Jaga living in my Brother's house in Ubud. It's only been a day since I went to Benhil to spend some time at my Grandpa's house, to play with the dogs -since my grandpa isn't living there any longer- and my sister, of course. It's only been a day since I got so addicted to Rush Hour, the board game Jeff introduced to me. It's only been a day since I attended my Aunt's 25th Wedding Anniversary -and didn't get any seat. Great. Well it's not like I wanted some veto. Maybe just a bit- looking out for the best meal there is. It's only been hours ago since I spent some time walking at the Mall with my family. It's only been hours ago since we joked about Nia Ramadhani's "Rich Boy Radar" -heard she's got the most luxurious wedding ever- in the car.
And it's only been hours ago since I took off from Terminal 3.
Went back home to Pekanbaru.

Home?
Is it really MY home?
As soon as I get here another piece of me is missing again. Like it did before. I really miss my brother and sister. A LOT.

But anyhow, I'm here now.
Yeah. I'm here now.

I really want to pass the exams as quick as possible. Just so I could get back to Jakarta.
Was that thought selfish or what?

Sure it was.
I mean, it's not like I'm really lonely here. I've got my parents, Ety, John, my dogs, and.. Esther the Hamster.
YEAH, I mean, with 4 living people and 3 walking animals in a small house, how could I possibly call myself "Lonely"?

I really need to call my boyfriend right now.